well i think a'm too young to have experiance too young to say life is bad but...! not too young to advice from what i learned and what i learned is so simple but so important to move on in your life.face peaple ,do never stay in the shadow afraid of confrontation cause if you don't, you'll never know other's opinion and the day when you know you'll be simply qwiqly choked . you'v been thinking very differently about this personne you were actualy immagining her way of thinking and here opinions . you could be rihgt a'm not saing that there is no way that you could guess what she's thinking but most of the time you'r wrong in you'r guess and taking big risk of building an immaginary , unreal , perfect immage of this personne .and the day... the day you wake up and try to find the truth you will be in a cemplete choc .thing's you'v never immagine can be true ,things that you would swer this personne woulden't think about are simply realy true .this is when you look back and say "i think i'v got to check on many things arround me" or more simply you will doubt about any one arround yo and think that every one is a monster despite it's not true . the braking of the immage of this personne that you was so shour about braks with it every other assurance in you'r life despite it's wrong . so why do you get till here ? why do you cause you'r self this pain and this lost ? why don't you simply face any one misterious in you'r life and chase away any space to immagine? dont walk away don't run, face avery thing and any one?don't wonder what does he think , if he deservs asking ,ask him ,otherwise get him out of your head. don't let your immagination built you a perfect world cause it will be hard the day it braks ! and remember no body deservs to be broken for, cause we need to love our selfes befor being loved by some one else .